Archive for February, 2008

grumble rumble

I’m sorry for another complaining/venting post. I’ll try to limit them in the future.

 But WHY DO WE HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL!!!!!!!! I am really hating school right now and forever. Why can’t people be content with being awesome farmers??? ugh

no offense anyone! I just thought it was funny.

awesome farmer
Here….I’ll laugh at my own race:
asian funny

How are you friends with me?

For quite a while now, I have had this question in the back of my head … “Is God real? If so, why is He doing this to me?” Over and over again. When a good situation comes, I believe in God. When a horrible one stares me in the face, I start doubting. Why am I so fickle with my relationship with God? When I was young, I used to feel angry at the Hebrews who one day praises God for the blessings He gave and the next day complains about how life was so much better in slavery. I have come to realize that I am no different. I played with fire and I got burned. But my reaction was to immediately blame God. How unfair it is to be God … receiving the blame for our disobedient choices. Wouldn’t our relationship with God be so much easier if we will always believe no matter what happens? But of course….life has to be complicated. Just has to.

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